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佩珀土豆孤独之心俱乐部

侬唱i don't believe in Beatles的时候音乐一瞬停了下来我感觉我的呼吸也停了下来,估计任何一个虫粉听这首都会伤到…写god的侬和写let it be的泡都像是在那个时间段的一种自我保护😟

侬唱i don't believe in Beatles的时候音乐一瞬停了下来我感觉我的呼吸也停了下来,估计任何一个虫粉听这首都会伤到…写god的侬和写let it be的泡都像是在那个时间段的一种自我保护😟

Julin Chu

20200519

你岂不曾知道吗?你岂不曾听见吗?永在的 神耶和华,创造地极的主,并不疲乏,也不困倦;他的智慧无法测度。 (以赛亚书40:28 和合本)


疲乏的,他赐能力;软弱的,他加力量。 (以赛亚书40:29 和合本)


就是少年人也要疲乏困倦;强壮的也必全然跌倒。 (以赛亚书40:30 和合本)

那等候耶和华的必从新得力。他们必如鹰展翅上腾;他们奔跑却不困倦,行走却不疲乏。 (以赛亚书40:31 和合本)


疲乏的,他赐能力,软弱的,他加力量💪

亲爱的天父,我需要你,求祢帮助我倚靠祢,而不是倚靠自己。...

你岂不曾知道吗?你岂不曾听见吗?永在的 神耶和华,创造地极的主,并不疲乏,也不困倦;他的智慧无法测度。 (以赛亚书40:28 和合本)


疲乏的,他赐能力;软弱的,他加力量。 (以赛亚书40:29 和合本)


就是少年人也要疲乏困倦;强壮的也必全然跌倒。 (以赛亚书40:30 和合本)

那等候耶和华的必从新得力。他们必如鹰展翅上腾;他们奔跑却不困倦,行走却不疲乏。 (以赛亚书40:31 和合本)


疲乏的,他赐能力,软弱的,他加力量💪

亲爱的天父,我需要你,求祢帮助我倚靠祢,而不是倚靠自己。今天真的因为我爹一句话被搞得很生气,现在想想才觉得,有时候付出不代表一定要得到认可,因为总想着寻求被认可,所以才会生气。希望在神的带领下可以活得更洒脱,更自信。😊

WildWilde
Find God in eve...

Find God in everything,find angel in everything. 

Find God in everything,find angel in everything. 

DNA 小说

37 The Silver City-b [Angel of darkness]

Watching Kazaf and Magnus’s back getting far away from them, God suddenly spoke to Asmodeus.

“That kid just like you. A small version of you.” God said softly with a grin.

Asmodeus sighed. “He actually hating me so long. I don’t even know why he suddenly changed his attitude to me. The way how...

Watching Kazaf and Magnus’s back getting far away from them, God suddenly spoke to Asmodeus.

“That kid just like you. A small version of you.” God said softly with a grin.

Asmodeus sighed. “He actually hating me so long. I don’t even know why he suddenly changed his attitude to me. The way how he treats me now is more similar to the way like how he clingy to me in the past when he was a child.”

“He hates you? Is that like the way how you hating me?” God asked quietly.

Asmodeus stunned.

“Ash, you are a father now,” God said. “You never lost everything good in your life. You still have a family. Your sons, they are your legacies. And I, I'm always here for you.”

“You are here for me?” Asmodeus gave God a mocking laugh. “Stop lying, dad.”

“I knew you might feeling hurt when you thought I sent you to rule the hell. But it's not really a punishment at all. Asmodeus, I believe you are the right person in that position. Just like Azrael, I sent her to be the angel of death because she's compassion for the dead. And you? The lust nature that carved into your soul… That also made you are compassion with love, even though sometimes you are stubborn and blinded by your pain, but your patience and compassion with those dark creatures made you their savior. All your people looked up to you.” Said God.

Then, after a short pause, God continued. “Most of the dark creatures born in anger, feelings of revenge, and hate. But, there’s only compassion and love that able to calm them down and dissolve their resentments. As your nature in the soul, you are able to understand them well, much better than your other siblings. That’s why you are suitable to rule Edom. And, because of your relationship with your sons, all your connection with the angels, those mundanes and downworlders… I always know that you are capable to do a good job as a hell ruler. To maintain the order of the dimensions, there’s no one able to surpass Lucifer and you.”

“Such ironic. The lust nature sin of my life is the forever curse on me. Don't you know it that how hard I tried to get rid of those thoughts? I have to completely abandon my lust nature to live through this life that you gave me!” Asmodeus said sadly.

“A life is a test itself. Asmodeus, you've passed it. Don’t you realize it? When u sacrificed yourself for your beloved sons, you overcome the biggest challenge. The Lust... It didn't mean you have to give up to love someone. But the love will be upgraded to something more valuable, your legacy... Despite the loss of your lovers, you're willing to focus on your responsibilities to be a good father for your sons. This really made me feel so proud of you.” Said God.

God then walked to Asmodeus slowly, he placed his hands on Asmodeus’s shoulder, squeezed to comfort him and gave him strength. “Ash, my son. There was a time, I always hope that you are able to understand me one day. And now, today… Thank you for showing me your understanding of my efforts.”

“I don’t know what you are talking about.” Asmodeus lied.

Asmodeus clenched his fist and uncontrollable recalled back some old memories.

In the past, what Asmodeus said to God.

“If love is what she needs, then I’ll endure exile,” He said when God stopped him from falling in love with Eva.

“If all of them cannot accept my child, then I’ll be the king of my own kingdom. I will provide shelter for my child, to keep him safe and sound under my protection.” He said when God tried to warn him that the others might probably hurt his miracle firstborn child.

“I’m ready for the consequences.” He said when God stopped him from time-traveling to resurrect Eva’s life and also warned him about the repeating tragedy in the future.

“She is different. If I’m destined to be the sinner of love and lust, then please just let me be. I don't care if heaven won't take me back.” He said when God stopped him from loving Magnus’s mother.

“I'll stay with my sons because they need me more than you do.” He said when he rejected God’s offer to ask him to return to his hometown, the silver city.

Present time.

God smiled at Asmodeus, after a short pause, then he continued. “Hold onto to your sons, follow your heart, listen to your soul. They will lead you to the right path. I hope that you will be free from your nightmares soon. But still, you have to learn to forgive yourself and move on.”

“Done?” Asmodeus hissed. “You are too nagging, old man. If you’re really that free, you should be watching over Lucifer and get him back to his job soonest as possible. I’m tired to be his replacement.”

God released a soft laugh and asked. “Didn’t Lucifer had promised you that he will be going back to rule his hell kingdom soon? Lucifer had growing up too. After he went through Kazaf’s sudden death and when he witnessed your grief and desperation over Kazaf and Eva… ”

“…Eva? So… you knew it.” Asmodeus looked down sadly. “Of course, you knew it. You are such a control freak.”

God sighed and slowly pulled Asmodeus into his arms. Asmodeus stunned at first, feeling uncomfortable indeed but he does not reject the concern and the comfort giving from his long time no see father.

“Ash… It’s okay, you will be fine, my son.” God whispered softly in Asmodeus’s ear, he patted Asmodeus’s back slowly at the same time. “Eva is in a better place now. I’m so proud of you, my son.”

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DNA 小说

36 The Silver City-a [Angel of darkness]

“FATHER!” Magnus shouted again, this time his voice was full of worried, instead of the earlier annoyance.

Magnus swore that he never saw his father in such a weak state, he was terrified. He let Asmodeus rest against him. “Are you okay? What happened to you? Is this place poisoning you or what...

“FATHER!” Magnus shouted again, this time his voice was full of worried, instead of the earlier annoyance.

Magnus swore that he never saw his father in such a weak state, he was terrified. He let Asmodeus rest against him. “Are you okay? What happened to you? Is this place poisoning you or what?”

Asmodeus’s eyes shut tightly in pain, he stayed in silence and his breathing sound was slow and quiet.

“Say something, anything, please. I’m scared to see you like this.” Magnus’s voice was cracking. The memories of the dying Kazaf collapsed in front of him once again washed over him.

“Father, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t make you angry…” Magnus sobbed softly and his red teary eyes almost breaking Asmodeus’s heart.

“I already lost Kazaf, you’re all I got, father… Please don’t leave me too.” Magnus said sadly.

Asmodeus looked up at Magnus’s sad look, feeling heartaches.
“…I’m fine.” He reassured.

Magnus’s tears falling down from his cheek and dropped on Asmodeus’s hand.

“Magnus,” Asmodeus whispered and tried to sit up.

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t shout at you!” Magnus cried, then he buried his head into Asmodeus’s warm embrace.

Asmodeus ruffled Magnus’s hair gently to comfort him. “…Hey, son.”

“I’m sorry.” Magnus murmured again.

Asmodeus patted Magnus’s back softly. “It’s okay.”

“Will you forgive me?” Magnus asked.

“I will always forgive you, son. And I will never really get angry at you, don’t you know it?” Asmodeus smiled weakly and slowly pushed Magnus away from him a little bit, he caressed Magnus’s cheek and looked at Magnus carefully. Although Asmodeus’s tiredness in eyes still clear to see, but Asmodeus’s smiling soft eyes looked so warm to Magnus.

“Father,” Magnus whispered. “It’s been a long time until today… Do you know? I’m feeling so safe when I stay by your side. Especially when the moment Kazaf died in front of me… I desperately need you to be with me. I’m scared…”

Asmodeus nodded in understanding, then he wiping Magnus’s tears away by the back of his hands.

“Are you feeling better now?” Magnus asked in a concerned tone.

Asmodeus slightly nodded again. When Asmodeus tried to fully focus on Magnus, he seemed able to ignore the surrounding completely this time. Then, all the pain that he suffered was reduced effectively.

“I’m good when I have you by my side, son,” Asmodeus said sincerely. “I’m feeling much better now. So much better.”

“…Really?” Magnus doubted that.

Asmodeus gave him a soft smile. “Yes. Even when I live in hell, but both Kazaf and you are my saviors. With anyone of you by my side, I’m not afraid of anything anymore, not even feeling pain anymore.”

Magnus broke his tearful face with a happy grin.
Then, Asmodeus took a deep breath and pulled Magnus into his arms.

Both father and son sobbing in their happy tears, and there’s another familiar voice calling them.

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Julin Chu
20200507 幸福是遇到知...

20200507

幸福是遇到知音 心有灵犀的惊喜❤️

谢谢你收到快递的时候,就迫不及待地想要分享给我,收到你的礼物,真的很开心🥳,不愉悦的心情貌似开朗了许多。

优雅、矜贵、富有内涵,哈哈,这款香水的定义也太吸引人啦😉

感谢宝贝送我520的礼物🎁,心里非常的感动😘

20200507

幸福是遇到知音 心有灵犀的惊喜❤️

谢谢你收到快递的时候,就迫不及待地想要分享给我,收到你的礼物,真的很开心🥳,不愉悦的心情貌似开朗了许多。

优雅、矜贵、富有内涵,哈哈,这款香水的定义也太吸引人啦😉

感谢宝贝送我520的礼物🎁,心里非常的感动😘

Julin Chu

20200501

五一劳动节快乐~

记录一下宝贝带我一起打羽毛球🏸️✅

并且认识了一位你认识7年的老大哥!

虽然生理期只能练练发球,但是也很开心,感谢你真的很有耐心地教我了,我相信韬韬未来会是一位很nice的爸爸啦~

羽毛球真的打得很好~🤩

20200501

五一劳动节快乐~

记录一下宝贝带我一起打羽毛球🏸️✅

并且认识了一位你认识7年的老大哥!

虽然生理期只能练练发球,但是也很开心,感谢你真的很有耐心地教我了,我相信韬韬未来会是一位很nice的爸爸啦~

羽毛球真的打得很好~🤩

Julin Chu

认识你之前,我要学会保护自己。

认识你以后,你是我可靠的大树。

认识你之前,我要学会保护自己。

认识你以后,你是我可靠的大树。

Julin Chu

20200420 

在一起的第四周❤️

感谢神让我们陪伴着彼此走过了一个月,谢谢你的关心、支持与付出,这周的你带着我完成4个小约定:

带我去谷吧✅

给我买裙子✅

带我一起唱歌🎤✅

带我去吃菜丸妈妈✅

某人说:一个萝卜一个坑,我这个萝卜就载在你的坑里啦❤️(土味情话十足)

很开心你给我唱亲爱的,冲我眨眼😉,带我去你曾经奋斗过的地方,给我介绍每个你熟悉的角落。谢谢你爱我有心又有趣,踏实又安心❤️,你说其实我们周一在一起也挺好的,因为周一是一周的开始,每周都是新的起点~我很认同😘

嗨~亲爱的未来先生,我还想和你一起发现躲在角落里的翘翘板与陀螺椅~希望我们能一起努力,...

20200420 

在一起的第四周❤️

感谢神让我们陪伴着彼此走过了一个月,谢谢你的关心、支持与付出,这周的你带着我完成4个小约定:

带我去谷吧✅

给我买裙子✅

带我一起唱歌🎤✅

带我去吃菜丸妈妈✅

某人说:一个萝卜一个坑,我这个萝卜就载在你的坑里啦❤️(土味情话十足)

很开心你给我唱亲爱的,冲我眨眼😉,带我去你曾经奋斗过的地方,给我介绍每个你熟悉的角落。谢谢你爱我有心又有趣,踏实又安心❤️,你说其实我们周一在一起也挺好的,因为周一是一周的开始,每周都是新的起点~我很认同😘

嗨~亲爱的未来先生,我还想和你一起发现躲在角落里的翘翘板与陀螺椅~希望我们能一起努力,构筑属于我们爱的小家,愿神祝福我们❤️

Julin Chu

打卡菜丸妈妈的炸物~

嘀嘀嘀~

感谢黄先生带我来打卡,言出必行的男人真是太有魅力啦~

某人说『我们坐在街边吃这样的小吃,搭配着便利店的背景音乐,难道你不觉得我们很像初中生刚下课,去街边吃小吃?』


谢谢你陪我谈一场学生时期的恋爱~❤️

打卡菜丸妈妈的炸物~

嘀嘀嘀~

感谢黄先生带我来打卡,言出必行的男人真是太有魅力啦~

某人说『我们坐在街边吃这样的小吃,搭配着便利店的背景音乐,难道你不觉得我们很像初中生刚下课,去街边吃小吃?』


谢谢你陪我谈一场学生时期的恋爱~❤️

Julin Chu
20200330 相爱第二周...

20200330

相爱第二周

当时的我心情很复杂,但是见到你就能感受到开心😃

谢谢你陪我走过第二周

20200330

相爱第二周

当时的我心情很复杂,但是见到你就能感受到开心😃

谢谢你陪我走过第二周

Julin Chu

20200330 感谢遇见你💕

箴31:28-30

  她的儿女起来称她有福;她的丈夫也称赞她,说:才德的女子很多,惟独你超过一切。艳丽是虚假的,美容是虚浮的;惟敬畏耶和华的妇女必得称赞。愿她享受操作所得的。

祷告:

  求主在细心、甘心、耐心的品格上、治理家庭与训练儿女的能力上,预备我成为才德的妇女。

  主耶稣,求你训练我的丈夫是一个会表达赞美的人。在我们的婚姻里,他会在儿女面前赞美我、肯定我,带着儿女欣赏我,常常把我当成精致的器皿。帮助他常常赞美我内在的美德,表达我在他生命中独一、惟一的价值,他承认我需要被他肯定,求你训练他。

🌟3月30日小记:  ...

20200330 感谢遇见你💕

箴31:28-30

  她的儿女起来称她有福;她的丈夫也称赞她,说:才德的女子很多,惟独你超过一切。艳丽是虚假的,美容是虚浮的;惟敬畏耶和华的妇女必得称赞。愿她享受操作所得的。

祷告:

  求主在细心、甘心、耐心的品格上、治理家庭与训练儿女的能力上,预备我成为才德的妇女。

  主耶稣,求你训练我的丈夫是一个会表达赞美的人。在我们的婚姻里,他会在儿女面前赞美我、肯定我,带着儿女欣赏我,常常把我当成精致的器皿。帮助他常常赞美我内在的美德,表达我在他生命中独一、惟一的价值,他承认我需要被他肯定,求你训练他。

🌟3月30日小记:      

      雨季的到来,让人内心难免都点失落。换做过去,应该真是懒的出门。可是昨天真的是我一周里最期待的一天,本来约好了一起打羽毛球,可是却因为下雨的缘故,只能在室内呆着,但是也很幸福💕,因为有这样的时间,可以更多的了解彼此🤗

      你的拥抱和亲吻让我觉得温暖,手心的温度也刚刚好。宝贝,谢谢你愿意克制自己的冲动,爱护我,尊重我。谢谢你为我洗手,整理我的头发,带我去吃美食,给我买奶茶,买衣服,买项链,一起写下一周纪念的祝福。下着雨的傍晚,你来到爷爷奶奶家楼下,陪我等车回家,还有那些你大老远,跑来接我下班的夜晚,宝贝,谢谢你给我踏实的爱。

       感谢神,让我们遇到彼此,最安心的时候,是与你一起在电话祷告,你知道吗,我多么希望得到神的祝福,你说上帝让你遇到我,是恩典,我想说我也是❤️。

      未来先生,请多指教!希望明年的这个时候,我们能手挽手,在神与家人的祝福中,走入婚姻。

Julin Chu
Thank u my love...

Thank u my love❤️

好特别的唇膏呀,味道也很特别~

谢谢韬宝贝❤️

Thank u my love❤️

好特别的唇膏呀,味道也很特别~

谢谢韬宝贝❤️

Julin Chu
20200323 耶路撒冷的众...

20200323

耶路撒冷的众女子啊,我嘱咐你们:不要惊动、不要叫醒我所亲爱的,等他自己情愿(不要叫醒......情愿:或译不要激动爱情,等它自发) 。〔耶路撒冷的众女子〕 (雅歌8:4 和合本)


亲爱的男朋友,幸会!未来可期,愿神祝福我们❤️Thank you Lord!我相信所有的遇见都不是偶然,都有意义。

虽然你总是一副很垂涎美色的样子,但是也谢谢你的尊重🤗


20200323

耶路撒冷的众女子啊,我嘱咐你们:不要惊动、不要叫醒我所亲爱的,等他自己情愿(不要叫醒......情愿:或译不要激动爱情,等它自发) 。〔耶路撒冷的众女子〕 (雅歌8:4 和合本)


亲爱的男朋友,幸会!未来可期,愿神祝福我们❤️Thank you Lord!我相信所有的遇见都不是偶然,都有意义。

虽然你总是一副很垂涎美色的样子,但是也谢谢你的尊重🤗



Julin Chu

因为耶和华你神领你进入美地,那地有河、有泉、有源、从山谷中流出水来。申8:7

亲爱的天父,谢谢祢让孩子看到,祢是信实的神,感谢你让我们的生活渐渐步入正轨。孩子也知道我们每日所得都是从祢而来,谢谢祢所赐的一切。

天父,愿祢赐给我们分辨的能力,叫我们不被引诱,活得自由,祷告奉靠主耶稣基督的圣名祈求,阿门!

因为耶和华你神领你进入美地,那地有河、有泉、有源、从山谷中流出水来。申8:7

亲爱的天父,谢谢祢让孩子看到,祢是信实的神,感谢你让我们的生活渐渐步入正轨。孩子也知道我们每日所得都是从祢而来,谢谢祢所赐的一切。

天父,愿祢赐给我们分辨的能力,叫我们不被引诱,活得自由,祷告奉靠主耶稣基督的圣名祈求,阿门!

Julin Chu

晚安喔


有点想念配眼镜之旅呢

晚安喔


有点想念配眼镜之旅呢

Julin Chu

20200318

打卡言几又书店

可可爱爱的我们

想念拿铁了

20200318

打卡言几又书店

可可爱爱的我们

想念拿铁了

Julin Chu
感谢神的恩典,林老师破费🤗...

感谢神的恩典,林老师破费🤗

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