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Thoughts
Well... time flies! It's been nearly three months since my induction in September and here comes to... my evaluation period! Highly unimaginable, as everything went all so fast.
I am still in the state of bewilderment in respect to the long and unexpected quarantine: a great gap after my induction for sure, and because the faculty has cancled my administration duty, I have been doing little work until now (and feeling shameful about it). However, staying at my apartment is a tough game too and is not as easy as it may sound. I have to be away from my families and all the shopping centers, for which I am a popular guest; I am forced to seperate myself from my colleagues, friends and senior authorities and this caused much communication barrier. What's worse, my mind started to be out of control, lingering around all the past memories and future anxieties, leaving myself no agency to focus on anything right now. I HATE all this. I wish to go to work. Can everything be back to normal?
The positive side is, when thinking back now, is that I have sorted many things out. For example, my apartment decorations, my plans on further learning, my directions on doing research and the ideal mentality I need for the purpose of building a happy, serene and sustainable life. This sounds vague, I know, but is kind of important, isn't it? Maybe god gave me this opportunity? Anyhow, I have decided to keep a healthy lifestyle to maintain good physical condition, a consistant habit of practicing English and writing in it so as to guarantee the necessary output as a bilingual researcher and a lifelong learner (writing is so powerful and it can change a lot).
Step by step we win.
