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一种将会贯穿我整个人生的感受
现在我在生理上正承受着一种痛苦。
这种痛已经断断续续持续一年多了。每个月总有那么几天，会痛得我生不如死。
自从我开始在特殊日子里选择吃止痛药，这种痛感就没有消停过。以前不吃止痛药，咬咬牙总能挺过去；现在可不一样了，我不张张嘴吞下那止痛药，可就会疼到晕厥过去。
包括头痛。以前总能挺过去，要么睡一觉，要么，就睡两觉，总能挺过去。现在可受不了，真的受不了。药箱里一定常备着布洛芬或者必理痛。
（这雨到底什么时候才能停）
This isn't what your life supposed to be.
You know that.
You've been ruining your own life for days and months and even years, what got you,huh? What did you get?
自毁，自我毁灭，你知道是那只大黑狗在作怪，你知道。
Fight，girl！FIGHT!
YOU MUST DO SOMETHING!
NOT JUST SITTING THERE CRYING OVER SOME BYGONE!
Go to see a doctor，or get up a little bit earlier，or just have a wonderful breakfast！You'll see. You'll feel different.
Do something you used to do. Do something you used to love.
Don't let that pain drown you.
You can always carry on with that pain around you.
