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如果形容一下我现在的感受，就是想死死不了，活着没意思

我是如何走到这种地步的呢，之前我可能会说是原生家庭的锅，父母没能给我一个充满爱的环境这类话，当然这也是现实存在的因素，不过我观察了很多人，也有一些人穿过了不幸的童年蜕变成功拥有了幸福光明的未来，为什么我成为了一个彻底的loser呢，肯定是我自己的原因比较多，说好听点，我生性敏感，难听点就是小心眼，特别在意别人的话，夸张到路人随意看过来的目光都仿佛是从头到脚扫描过我一遍，这样的好处是我共情能力强大，能感受到别人的开心难过，特别是坏情绪的共情能力，缺点是我这些年来活的真的累，特别疲。我外貌不佳，乍一看还可以，经不起仔细看，真对应了那句话对于丑...

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